Today I was able to sing in church with a good friend of mine. We did a duet arrangement of O Come, O Come Emmanuel. The words are stirring. I have always loved the melody, but have never really let the words touch my soul, if I can say it like that, only because I never gave them the opportunity.
As we sang, though, I began to feel the view of heaven rest upon me. As I looked out into the congregation, I could feel the words being spoken to individuals. I was singing to individuals that deal with a lot in their lives, and that seek healing, comfort, and peace in their lives. I felt that God granted me sight into their hearts. And more than anyone, I felt a greater hope rest within my heart because of the Savior.
This picture is of a figurine we have in our living room as part of a hand-carved nativity set. I love the set. I had played around with the camera taking pictures of these figurines and have grown to like this one the most. I guess I would like to reverence the Savior like this man is depicted. I would like to approach him more on bended knee, looking to him with greater hope. He holds something special in his hands--an offering, a gift. I cannot see the Savior to give him a gift. If I were to give him something, what would it be? This thought crossed my mind earlier in the month. It has been a personal tradition of mine after Thanksgiving to think of a gift that I can give the Savior. This year I felt a strong feeling to offer a broken, repentant heart, and a contrite spirit. More than anything, this is what I wanted to give to Him this year. It's not easy, and it has taken a lot of courage, focus, and faith, but I feel a change starting within me... a deeper conversion trying to occur. I hope it can!
This piece, O Come O Come Emmanuel, has expressed some of these feelings for me. It expresses the hope I have in the atonement of the Savior. In difficult times, in painful times, in frustrating times, he has been there. I don't know how it worked, but I knew he was there and that he was teaching me, consoling me, buoying me up, etc. I love him. He is a dear, dear friend of mine. I hope I can make an acceptable offering, gift to my friend this Christmas season.
You did sooooooooooooo amazing. :)
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